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X x Here is where my BrOKeN dREamS lie...Care to join?...I`ll make you cry....x X ...Wherever the wind may blow, it takes me, and I shall GO...

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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: Alanna Country: United States State: North Carolina Metro: Clayton Birthday: 2/2/1989 Gender: Female Message: message meEmail: email me Website: visit my website AIM: Shakewau MSN: purple_smurf87@hotmail.com Yahoo: purple_smurf87@yahoo.com Member Since: 5/12/2004

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Tuesday, November 22, 2005

If we were our name tags, if we were our obsessions, if we were our denials, I'd be joining YOU! (Don't ask)

What is down, girl friends (Denise, Brittany, and Genieve)?! Nm with me.....just writing about how my day was...and apparently about me since this so happens to be my FUCKIN' BLOG! So, get it straight mother fuckers!!! God! Someone just HAD to ruin the moment! assholes! Hhaha...im just joking but you're right.

Anyway, enough with that, two more days till thanks giving is comin up. Yes!...I'm gonna be going nowhere and doing nothing for it :)) Lovely. Just lovely. What are you guys up to? Welp, I'll catch you later. Denise, call whenever.

peace out!

p.s. Denise, if you're reading this, i want you to know that you'll be with me...in my heart.. There's never a day when i don't miss you. And I'll be thinking about how you are, and about your where abouts. So, take care, and farewell.

10:59 AM - 3 views - 22 eprops - 16 comments - email it

Saturday, November 12, 2005

Hello, everyone. I learned a lesson yesterday. Would you like to know? I'll tell you anyway. I was spending the night with my good ol' friend, Britney Graybill......she peirced my ears for me. At first, it took forever! I panicked a lot. It almost took like an hour to peirce my left ear. Finally, we got it done I decided to stay calm...that's what helped. And then she peirced my other ear...it took me just a second. 4 Non Blonds *what's up* made me forget about the....pricking. Hahaha, so my lesson here was ; not exaggerate over something because it would make things worse for me (with anything).

Yup, I took 2 tylenol tablets. I'm wicked sick today...I have a fever, it sucks. So, sorry Hope that you can't spend the night with me.

When I got to Brit's house, her dad was telling me how some kid here in clayton got raped because of xanga. Here's a lesson for you xangaions; NEVER POST YOUR ADDRESS ON YOUR XANGA or else you'll learn this the hard way! There is some sick phsycos around here.... Stupidity is painful, isn't it? Yea, Brit told me that it was on the Johnston County news. How pathetic! I heard that xanga will be illegal! ........I don't care...I have a private diary of my own I guess people could use myspace or something.

But I could careless. I just think this news is quite amusing. Amusing, but pathetic. I don't even know who got raped.

Right now I'm watching American Beauty....yup...I 'm bored.

7:31 AM - 7 views - 8 eprops - 7 comments - email it

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (Surprise!)

Sadness and depression is what lies behind your eyes... Or even so, you can't even tell what lies behind your eyes because they're constantly covered up with tears! You've been hurt, abused, and damned far too much for you to handle it all anymore! No one understands you because theyre too scared to get to know you! You want to finally give up; just escape and rid of all your pain. You want people to understand, you want comfort... You tend to bottle up all of your emotions and problems, hoping that theyll all go away But you long to reach out and tell that one special person all of your feelings and troubles! But you never seem to have that person to talk to, or they just dont want to hear you! You want a normal and happy life. Though that picture is porcelain in your mind; it's not as great as it seems, and most importantly, it's not real! You always feel this sense of loneliness clouding over your head; isolated though surrounded by several people. None of them know you; none of them see what's wrong with you. You want understanding, you want that friend, and you want that perfect life! You often find isolated places as being your salvation; any place away from 'them' is ideal to you. You also love to express yourself in many ways; whether it be through your emotions, words, art, or even physically. You think no one can relate to you, but you don't know how wrong you are! You're just too scared; too scared to admit that maybe you're wrong about society... You want company, but at the same time, you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your room where you can just be alone and try to throw away all of your aching pains. You're dark and mysterious and people like you for that reason. Even if you think you're all by yourself in the dark, someone is always there with you. Your special someone wants to admit and show their feelings towards you, but they're afraid of how you'll take it. Maybe it isn't as bad as you portray it to be! Life brings smiles, tears, laughter and memories... The smiles fade, the tears dry, and the laughter eventually dies down... But the memories... Those last forever! So try to make them memories you can cherish... You only live once, so make it the best as possible :) Don't start frowning! You never know who's falling in love with your smile :)

12:31 PM - 9 views - 4 eprops - 2 comments - email it

Monday, November 07, 2005

Argh! People, people, people! I'm TRYING to talk to peeps on aim.......but EVERYONE is busy!....I feel so....deflated.

Talk to me, talk to me, talk to my BABAY!

10:23 AM - 1 view - 4 eprops - 2 comments - email it

Saturday, November 05, 2005

GREEN, Your death's colour is Green. Death of the mind. Your heart is isolated within your mind. You seek knowledge. You are very rare.

As if you were born into a world of tears, you always tend to look at the darker things in life. Inside you crave attention yet push away society, and you're a hopeless romantic. Drawn to things like the occult and mysteries, you spend your time daydreaming.

You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss that never lessens and always blows your partner away like the first kiss.

You are scored as a goth

Goth

75%

Emo

60%

Trendy

55%

Rocker, Mosher

50%

Skater

40%

Prepy

15%

Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev

5%

Everything's fine, just FINE :) cause I'm here, but I'm really gone....

I feel free, but I'm focused. I'm green, but I'm wise. I'm hard, but I'm friendly. I feel sad, but I'm laughing. I'm tired, but I'm restless. I know that everything's gonna be quite alright :). I'm sane, but I'm overwhelmed. I'm brave, but I'm chicken shit. I'm sick, but I'm pretty. And I'm vain, but I'm insecure. But what it all comes DOWN TO is that everything's gonna be quite alright. Cause I've got one hand in my pocket and the other one's giving a high five.

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